Hello.
First of all, if you are here to read my two previous posts, they aren't here, anymore. I saved them as a draft. You know, i need a rest from taking people's opinion about it. Both positive and negative, i don't need them anymore. I need to live my life and i don't need negative people to surround me with their stupid negative vibes, ops I'm sorry if you're offended? Someone told me that i won't be alone because i said so.
Im home from Singapore. Was there since Wednesday till Saturday. We (as in me, my sister, her husband and son) rushed back home yesterday because we need to attend our nephew's aqiqah, my beloved Baby Uwais. Singapore, hm i don't know if it was the 4th or whatever times I've been there. Couldn't recall it. Since my father was actually a Singaporean once so we usually went to Singapore to attend weddings and so on blablabla. Nothing special.
We stayed at Hilton Singapore. First time there. It was great since it is really located at Orchard Road so we just need to walk to go to the mall. The nearest mall is ION Orchard. There were literally every shops that i needed there. I didn't shop much since the currency rate at Singapore is currently higher than my previous visits. 1sgd is equivalent to myr2.6 something like that so yeah it is not really worth it to spend all my money there. H&M TOPSHOP ZARA etc here in Malaysia are cheaper than the one at Singapore currently.
I bought new Vans yippee yay because i believe i couldn't find it at Malaysia yet? (or i am just being a loser since that design has already arrived here?) whatever i don't care i just love my new babies. So that is my 4th pair of Vans! The same quantity as my Dr Martens *grins* oh i also bought jelly shoes that have become quite a trend now. So cheap! Or else i wouldn't buy them. 2 for me and other 4 for my sisters. 2 for 25$, great deal! At Malaysia they are only available at Cotton On store (i can't tell the price, maybe RM50 and above) and online shops that sell them at a price RM50 and above too so if i didn't buy them jellies it would be such a loss isn't it?
This time i had the chance to go to Marina Bay Sands and went up to the surfboard. Great view from up there. That is the best part of my visit to Singapore this time perhaps? So uhm i told you nothing special so i don't have to write more. Toodles guys!
First of all, if you are here to read my two previous posts, they aren't here, anymore. I saved them as a draft. You know, i need a rest from taking people's opinion about it. Both positive and negative, i don't need them anymore. I need to live my life and i don't need negative people to surround me with their stupid negative vibes, ops I'm sorry if you're offended? Someone told me that i won't be alone because i said so.
Im home from Singapore. Was there since Wednesday till Saturday. We (as in me, my sister, her husband and son) rushed back home yesterday because we need to attend our nephew's aqiqah, my beloved Baby Uwais. Singapore, hm i don't know if it was the 4th or whatever times I've been there. Couldn't recall it. Since my father was actually a Singaporean once so we usually went to Singapore to attend weddings and so on blablabla. Nothing special.
We stayed at Hilton Singapore. First time there. It was great since it is really located at Orchard Road so we just need to walk to go to the mall. The nearest mall is ION Orchard. There were literally every shops that i needed there. I didn't shop much since the currency rate at Singapore is currently higher than my previous visits. 1sgd is equivalent to myr2.6 something like that so yeah it is not really worth it to spend all my money there. H&M TOPSHOP ZARA etc here in Malaysia are cheaper than the one at Singapore currently.
I bought new Vans yippee yay because i believe i couldn't find it at Malaysia yet? (or i am just being a loser since that design has already arrived here?) whatever i don't care i just love my new babies. So that is my 4th pair of Vans! The same quantity as my Dr Martens *grins* oh i also bought jelly shoes that have become quite a trend now. So cheap! Or else i wouldn't buy them. 2 for me and other 4 for my sisters. 2 for 25$, great deal! At Malaysia they are only available at Cotton On store (i can't tell the price, maybe RM50 and above) and online shops that sell them at a price RM50 and above too so if i didn't buy them jellies it would be such a loss isn't it?
This time i had the chance to go to Marina Bay Sands and went up to the surfboard. Great view from up there. That is the best part of my visit to Singapore this time perhaps? So uhm i told you nothing special so i don't have to write more. Toodles guys!
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Hell im so bored right now. I dont know what movie should i watch (well mostly ive watched them). Astro is being a !!!! THERE IS NO INTERESTING MOVIES DRAMAS OR WTV THAT IS INTERESTING TO BE WATCHED!! Eat? Ya ive eaten. Two choki choki, lol. My maggi stock has finished. I dont know why but if im hungry, i will have a headache and stomachache but i dont have any desire to eat anything but im hungry you know what i mean?????? I feel confused of my own self haha. I really hope it wont be raining this evening since i need to go for a jog.
I put my blog link at my instagram. I shouldnt do that..... but ive put it anyway. I never give my blog link to anyone if they asked for it. You know you can just google my name and the first link that will come up is my blog link. If you read my blog, please dont let me know. I mean, dont tell me that you read my blog because... i will feel so embarrassed. I told you im weird. Weird in my own way.
If you know me you will know that i love... Bigbang. But not kpop please do not call me a kpopper i really really really really really really!!! hate it. Last Monday {4th November} was the birthday of my favorite bias, Mr Choi Seung-Hyun aka Dino Tabi aka TOP aka Bingu and whatever. He is really a bingu, stupid. I didnt call him stupid but that is just his nickname, Bingu TOP! The reason i love him sooo much more than other members because well of course my TOP is too handsome although he is the oldest, 26 years old. I cant even believe he is 26 years old because he is way too silly and bingu and childish than what his age should act like but that what make me loves him!! Well im proud to say he is my boyfriend hehe :} But.... i always wonder when will that guy get married. He doesnt even has any girlfriend??? or even scandal!
Hell im so bored right now. I dont know what movie should i watch (well mostly ive watched them). Astro is being a !!!! THERE IS NO INTERESTING MOVIES DRAMAS OR WTV THAT IS INTERESTING TO BE WATCHED!! Eat? Ya ive eaten. Two choki choki, lol. My maggi stock has finished. I dont know why but if im hungry, i will have a headache and stomachache but i dont have any desire to eat anything but im hungry you know what i mean?????? I feel confused of my own self haha. I really hope it wont be raining this evening since i need to go for a jog.
I put my blog link at my instagram. I shouldnt do that..... but ive put it anyway. I never give my blog link to anyone if they asked for it. You know you can just google my name and the first link that will come up is my blog link. If you read my blog, please dont let me know. I mean, dont tell me that you read my blog because... i will feel so embarrassed. I told you im weird. Weird in my own way.
If you know me you will know that i love... Bigbang. But not kpop please do not call me a kpopper i really really really really really really!!! hate it. Last Monday {4th November} was the birthday of my favorite bias, Mr Choi Seung-Hyun aka Dino Tabi aka TOP aka Bingu and whatever. He is really a bingu, stupid. I didnt call him stupid but that is just his nickname, Bingu TOP! The reason i love him sooo much more than other members because well of course my TOP is too handsome although he is the oldest, 26 years old. I cant even believe he is 26 years old because he is way too silly and bingu and childish than what his age should act like but that what make me loves him!! Well im proud to say he is my boyfriend hehe :} But.... i always wonder when will that guy get married. He doesnt even has any girlfriend??? or even scandal!
My favorite video of them. Watched it since last year and still laughed like a maniac when i watch it now. Hey, even my sisters love this video!
I edited this picture and planned to post it on instagram on Monday but... nah haha. Love you Tabi! Happy Belated Birthday *hugs*
Greetings love.
Our short getaway to Melaka seems like didnt work on me at all. I kept thinking about things. Particularly about something. Im in need of my self confidence back too. I never go through a day without feeling insecure of my own body. I feel my tummy is too bloated. I feel my hips are way too big. I feel fat all the time. Not that i am not a grateful soul its just that i have lost my confidence. I never feel that im pretty. Although people complimented me that way, i still said thank you but deep down in my heart i kept thinking 'they were just joking'. I never trusted anyone who said im pretty and all. Never. Currently and always, that is how i felt about my own self if you wanted to know.
On our way back home today, i had a massive headache and my tummy didnt feel right until now. I think i just need a cup of hot green tea to make my body feel a lot healthier.
On our way back home today, i had a massive headache and my tummy didnt feel right until now. I think i just need a cup of hot green tea to make my body feel a lot healthier.
To make it a worser getaway, before we went home, we went to Cyberjaya to have Nasi Arab as our lunch. Since yesterday, i saw my sister's newborn baby looked a bit weird. He didnt make any sound. Kept quite. Didnt cry. Slept all day. Of course it looks weird isnt it? I asked my sister;
"Kenapa tak bawak Uwais pergi klinik?"
"Doktor pakar takde. Cuti. Rabu baru ada"
I was like okay then. Then today the baby's condition got worser. While my brother ordered our food at the restaurant today, my sister brought her baby to a nearby clinic. From a distance i could see my sister went out from the clinic crying. She said her baby needed to be send to the hospital quickly. We canceled all of our orders and rushed to the nearest hospital, Hospital Putrajaya. The baby was then brought into the ICU. We waited from 3 p.m. till 5.30 p.m. According to my sister, Uwais' heart and lungs arent normal. He is treated as a pneumonia patient. He is still a baby, too small to handle all of this :( Please get well soon Uwais Emir, auntie loves you so much.. :((((( If you guys have the heart, do pray for my nephew Uwais Emir. He should be at home now not at the hospital..
The starting of November didnt go well. But i believe in Him. Happiness will come soon. All i need to do is to search and wait for it.
My mixed up feelings right now is something like this
I hate Pumpkin
but, I love Potato
Till then.